One day you will realize what you lost - m4w
Reply to: pers-377177871@craigslist.org
Date: 2007-07-19, 1:47AM EDT
You were never able to look at things in the big picture, you wanted instant gratification. You had a guy who was working hard getting himself situated so that both of us would have a comfortable life together, a life where both of us could then enjoy one another together indefinitely. Sadly you had no patience, you couldn't wait just a little longer, and you broke my heart, and I made some mistakes in coping with the heartbreak, that I am truly sorry for. There are hundreds of women wishing they had guy who cared about them in the long run. I just hope one day after your done trying to find yourself, or selfishly indulging in your new hipster lifestyle, something I wanted to be a part of with you even if I didn't agree with it all, just maybe you might realize what you gave up what while looking for only a temporary fix. Maybe I will still be around, maybe I wont. I did not deserve your cold shoulder when all I wanted was my best friend, even if you no longer wanted a romantic relationship. It was your actions that lead to the potential destruction of even a friendship by denying any closure on my end in avoidance of any heartache of you end, an avoidance that furthered my heartache and lead me to that state of drunken madness. Good luck with your newest wild goose chase, maybe you will finally really get hurt and won't have to pretend you had it so rough with your shrink and meds you hide behind to justify your inability to socialize and make friends, in essence blaming your loneliness on me, sadly I was always there for you when you were lonely, you just never realized the form I was there in. Not once did I ever refuse to lend you a helping hand even if it greatly inconvienced me, sadly you couldn't do the same for me.
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